Welcome! I believe you are not here by coincidence, but by the leading of the Holy Spirit who guides the steps of the righteous.
Who are the righteous ones? They are in right standing with God. If you do not know whether you are righteous, then righteousness does not stand in your right deeds or goodwilling disposition. It is valuable, but unable to make you right before God.
God reached down in Jesus to lift the mankind up to Himself. Everyone who calls on the Name of Jesus, believing that God has raised Him from the dead, shall be saved and made unto the righteousness of God in Christ who made peace with God and paid, giving His sinless life as a ransom for every sin of mankind, past, present and future.
It is in my heart to see your passion raised to the level where you are white hot to God and burning with a desire to see the people saved, healed and delivered. You are destined to do the works of Jesus. The Great Commission is for ALL believers. All of us are called to go into ALL the world, to preach the Good News. ALL of us can lay our hands on the sick and see them recover, and be delivered from besetting habits and problems with the spiritual root. ALL of us are called to go to the ones who receive Jesus, to baptise them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, teaching, preaching and making the disciples unto Christ. It is not for the selected elite, but for ALL - YOU included!